Without You here ..

I feel so weak without you entertaining me by yr calls , messages , yr jokes and annoying stuff . :/ .. I wanted to wait fer you till th next day , chatting with you .. but sadlyy i fell asleep . im sorry . The next day , when i woke up ,, i felt so frightened coz i thought i was late to wish you farewell , a goodbyee and some love .. before you go to Vietnam and have some fun .. I was fortunate tht i woke up early tday and had enuf tme to text you , 1hr before you fly off .. You called me , I was so happy to hear yr sweet voice before 4days not hearing yr sweet voice .. You made me smile .. Thn , after tht , we put down th phone and i went to sleep as i was too tired .. You try to spam my inbox and text me before you last2 fly off , you were in th airplane tht tme .. Few hours later ; at ard 3+ i woke upp . I suddenly felt so down andd weak .. idky but when i look at my ph then i just remembered tht you had flew to Vietnam and thrs nobody to wish me a good afternoon .. And txt , call me . =( .. I didnt even text anione or even talk to anione as i was deeply sad coz yre nt thr to txt .. I understand tht its a complesary fer you to go but its just tht i wanna tell you hw much i miss you evry seconds . I didnt smiled , didnt laugh or even talk alot . I was mostly silent th whole day .. 3days mre syg fer me to hear yre sweet voice again and yre  txt-ses ..


Love ~
; yres truly missing you ..
Irah . <3

Tdayy

Tday im effing bored and lasyy . haish . kaybye /

Why is it always her on yr wall ? and why am i lyk tiz ? its answerdd fer my own ques .

I always look at yr wall everyday when i get to on9 . and when i look at it .. it makes me jeolous .. Each Day Thr Must B her name and fce on yr wall and every post tht talks bout u she would always comment . i Knw she's yr gd fren .. but a gd fren does not always cmment evryy thing thts have things bout u . I knw tht She stil lloves youh allot eventhough she's attached . i cn c tht obviouslyy . iknw u cntcted her fer3mths and didnt get tgher coz of sme things .. Btw ; Im always Getting Jeolous evry second coz i just had th feeling tht u stil hav a big heart fer her . idntwanna loose youhh . Every Gurl gets Jeolous Coz She's scared to loose hym .. Iloveyasoomucha .. Ive ever loose smone i reaallyy love lastyr . Iknw hym since th Hari Raya aftr 6yrs schooling tgher and i just knew hym .. He lyks to jokes ard and make me laugh,smile all th tym .. we go out fer raye for almost 2-3days and i just fell fr hym . hys cute . Ilovehymmallmyheart .. But ; onedayy he playyed ard wif my heart .. atferst he ask me fer stead and after i said yes . he rplyied sry i was jk . i had a heartbroken tht tme . Hys th onli guy tht i cant erase frm my mind till nw . Hys tht type of guy whu doesnt tell ppl whu he lyks . and he nvr evr shows if he lyk tht gurl . Its stil a mistery to me nw as i havent get th ans if he lyk me b4 , im vry3 sadd . nw he is schooling at woodlands sec . and i lost cntct wif hym :c. hys nw 'sombong' . Lasttym ; when he knws i lyk hym , he startes to ignored me and try to get awy frm me :'( ... Nw , ive loose cntct wif hym and im deeply deppressed .. Hys my true lovee but fer nw youve replaced it . :D .. Hope you arent gonna break my heart

Why is She in evry of my lovestorryy

My first ; She's in th same class as tiz guy .. keep making me jeolous .. then one dayy , i heard she stead with him , got damn jeolous ... aftr a while broke up aftr 3mths - 4mths . 

My second ; Heard she lyk tiz guy too .. blablabla~ long tme alrdy ard2 mths broke up

My third ; she disterb hym and make hym paiseyh -.-

Then tiz tme ; she told one of her frens my kinda gdfren .. tht she lyk tiz ..*** . and always say "he my boifren" .. i heard .. my ears hot sahh .. make me burn oni .. aftr awhile tizz .. *** on9 . i talk to hym sayin tht she lyk hym. He was lyk " eee .  flirtyy sah tiz gurl .. if on9 cnfrm say hi hi to me . like attention " .. "iloveyouhh la " 

i told hym "urgh !!" 

he ask " why u urgh ? "

i said " ntah she la .."

he said " iloveyoiu hottie"

(Make me melt seyhh) ..

He aalwayss lyk tht . he knws a way to win my heart<3 thts y i chose hym ,, and trust hym at tyms .. but cudnt trust hym too much .. hehs .

:D

ILOVEHYMM !

I love muhd ********** ! Hys damn cutee and nice ... hys evrythiingg .. to me . He Always Rock My DAYY UP >>> <3 Ku takkan berhenti mencintainya , menyayanginyaa

Friends

I kinda dk to side whu . haish .. both told me th same storyy in a different wayy . ;c

Single

Its just good being single  .. I mean lyke , u cn lyke anibdyy .. Being attached is such boring lyf . U have no freedom ,., I mean its fr our own gd tht our parents dnt giv us to hav BGR ! frgdness sake ,.. I hate GUYS ! THy just giv problems to gurls .. i mean nt all .. MOST OF THM !

HariRaya!!

Tiz yrs Raya .. i Have not much mood coz i feel lyke its so fast .. argghh .. later , goin out wf my mum's family ... yay ! DUIT RAYE !!

BDAE COMIN!

i WISH my bday tiz tme goin be xcitin
BDAE wish presents :
~a beautiful sweet necklace

Single !!

Broke upp wif my bf last 2mnths . Coz of hys mumm .. and now it seems vry hard to find a vry gd onee .. and perfect one fr me .. Im lyke soo lasyy ryte now to find onee .. all th attitude samee . haishh .. beinq single is ohokaeyy fr me noww

HAHAH ! KENE GROUNDED

mY BF didnt come to rockclimbing coz kena grounded by mum ..hahahaha  .. MUAHAHHAHAHA ! IM SO PATHETIC AND SACARSTIC ! I MEAN IM JUST LAUGHIN at my ex !

ROCKCLIMBING !!!

HE JOINED RC ON LAST THURSDAYY ! OMYGAWDDD .. so happy ..

rockMASTER ! WAS SOO AWESOME !

tday , i gt my competition .. sadly , i loose .. i bet im just a looserr .. or a bad climberr .. haiz .. die2 liao .. but ill nvr say nvr to myself  .. d0ne fr n0w lasy type . haha . tmrw , or aniday .. i type agaen uhr .. soo boredd .. (;

heyy pplz ! tmrw , gonna be my ROCKMASTER ! so scared . i cnfrm cnt go in finals .. but im nt gonna giv up ..S0 NERVOUS LIKE HEAVEN  .. ill b deeadd tmrw .. haiz .. bye fr now .. lasy wan type moree
.. FR MY ROCKCLIMBERS : ALE3 ! I LOVE U ! DO TH BEST TMRW ! DNT GIV UP ! MUACXS=P

ROCKMASTER IN 1 DAYS TME ! IM DEADD . IM NT A QUITE GD climber .. haiz .. ya allah tlgku , ya allah .. k bye agaen fr n0w . hahha . lol

heyl000 .. kirai here typing  , tday practice fr rockmaster . s0 scared sia . 1 moree dayss . n smore i nt a gd ROCKCLIMBER .. haiz .  die2 liao .. smone help me calm down ... klahh buhbyee fr n0w i wan g0 fb ... s0 tata    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rJ_N5BSmc0&feature=related
my fav s0ng g0 here fr malay ppl coz its malay song .. hehex .

NEW here larhss ..

Heyy , im new here ! my name is syakirah , preffered being called kirah or irahh .. my frens called me kirai , s00 ya ! dnt call me tt . i hate it . but at tmes cn larhhs . muahhaaha . klahh pai2 . tiz bl0g will be m0re about my lyfe .. kayy ? tatas